Hello Ed, I don't think we have meant, but I am a little new to this forum & posting. I have read all of your posts. I am sorry you are going through this harsh deal. I want to thank you for your words of God & hope. Bible says we will encounter many trials & tribulations, but to take heart becasue God has overcome the world. Way to crucify the flesh.... by speaking out & not giving up. I am glad you took the time to explain... by you doing this, I can pray for you & your family, your doctors/specialits, & for God's will to have total control. You know that God is the untimate healer, nothing too big... he can baffle those doctors & man's words.... stay strong. Doctors are great & we need them, but they commonly speak in a worldly tone & sometimes negitive way... don't let them get you down. I bet it is hard what you are going through everyday... I am glad to hear your faith & trust in God is there. You give hope to those who may only be a few steps away from a major trial themselves... there is no doubt that God will get the glory on this one too. Keep praying... we will pray. Take Care, Rigsby