Ken stay focused please. suicide is not the way out, the affect it has on your family and loved ones never goes away. I should know, my father took his own life when I was just 4 years old and it still haunts me to this day. Giving your son the boot may be the solution to the problem. I had a time in my life that my car was my home cause I had nothing else. about 3 months of sleeping in the backseat was enough to get me motivated to do something with my life and I did.
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Chris
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