Brian, it was heart wrenching to log on and read what you and your family are going through. I know there are no words to heal your suffering, but know that many on here as I do pray for you and your family.
I hope you find the solace and support you so truly will need from those of us who are long distance friends, even if only bound by words on a computer screen and by the friends who are close enough to hold you not just in their hearts but in their arms.
God bless.
Curtis